I'd never knew this day would come, again. Those hurting words that came out from the mouth, those killer eyes that stared into mine. I'm tanking, once again. Not a single tear fell today, but deep down inside buckets and buckets of tears were filling up. How'd I wish I was 21 right at this very moment. Then I could've made my own choice, my own decision, my own life. But no, I still can't. This year's been a rather hectic one. I've never experienced this ever before, neither I think you guys have. This is the only place where I can let every of my single thought go. I really want to scream my lungs out and cry my heart out. Cause this is the only 2 ways that can make me feel better. I'm sorry, but I'm not those kinda girls who keep it inside them. Letting it all out, will make me feel relieved, or at least a tinsy lil bit happier. Every single time this situation happens, my heart will start to ache. And I really mean it, even at this very moment. The feeling's unexplainable, it's to the extent of suicidal thoughts. Imagine that. If only I could hug Baby as tight as I want to now, while letting all my tears out.
Parkway today, Pellucid Poison@Fort Canning yesterday. I'm sorry, but I'm in no mood to blog about my happenings these two days. Pardon me. I'll let the photos speak.
Left: Fadzly Besty
Right: Ruth
Left: Jessica Dearest
Right: Baby & Fadzly
Decisions Make Great Impacts In Our Lives.
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